Thank you Jesus
have you ever seen a prayer answered, right there, right infront of your face?? i cried, after 2 years of hours of pleading with God it actually happened. a lot of my prayers have been answered, but never have i seen it so clearly. it was like He opened my eyes and showed me how great He really is. sometimes i wonder if i'm drifting, but then something like this pulls on my heart and i know that it belongs to Jesus.
we had child dedication and i sat there with 200 ppl who prayed for the same things i've been praying for soo long, i couldn't handle myself. then we all read a little statement saying that we'd do what we could to help raise them in a Christain way, that meant a lot to me. all those ppl promising to help my nephew's and niece.... ya thinking of it i still can't hold it together
going home is tough, i wanta stay... forever. it's soo hard sometimes because i know i could drop out of school and live there and make a good wage and be happy. i guess God calls us to follow Him where He leads us and for the first time ever i just wanta stay. i just wanna live in one place at one time and have that be my life.
i held Noah again yesterday!! i figured babies only start getting fun when they're two, no way kids are great at all ages!! he smiled at me, and i do aerobics with him hehe. hey it's never too earily to start training, he's gonna be athlete!
so now i have to spend my week writing papers, such a let down... oh well.
i thought of Brittany today, and then i looked at my life and all the things i've gotten to do. i'm happy God's used it, it made me wonder when is what i've done on earth all he had planned for me. like what if this is enough for me and he said come home to me, i think it'd be ok i want to go home, i want to give Jesus a hug and tell Him thanx... for EVERYTHING!
we had child dedication and i sat there with 200 ppl who prayed for the same things i've been praying for soo long, i couldn't handle myself. then we all read a little statement saying that we'd do what we could to help raise them in a Christain way, that meant a lot to me. all those ppl promising to help my nephew's and niece.... ya thinking of it i still can't hold it together
going home is tough, i wanta stay... forever. it's soo hard sometimes because i know i could drop out of school and live there and make a good wage and be happy. i guess God calls us to follow Him where He leads us and for the first time ever i just wanta stay. i just wanna live in one place at one time and have that be my life.
i held Noah again yesterday!! i figured babies only start getting fun when they're two, no way kids are great at all ages!! he smiled at me, and i do aerobics with him hehe. hey it's never too earily to start training, he's gonna be athlete!
so now i have to spend my week writing papers, such a let down... oh well.
i thought of Brittany today, and then i looked at my life and all the things i've gotten to do. i'm happy God's used it, it made me wonder when is what i've done on earth all he had planned for me. like what if this is enough for me and he said come home to me, i think it'd be ok i want to go home, i want to give Jesus a hug and tell Him thanx... for EVERYTHING!
posted by Cherise at 12:40 AM
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Wow! it sounds like you had an amazing weekend! God is good! I know sometimes it feels like we're talking to the ceiling when we pray...but then God always shows up and does amazing things!!!
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amen! cherise, i am proud of you and the person you are and your journey to knowing Christ even better. God is truly good!
"if i have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if i have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, i am nothing....love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth" the truth is, God is moving in our lives, answering prayer and transforming us, little by little. and we rejoice!
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