not good enough

i hate those words, they haunt me, really i think they haunt us all. i think we can all fill in the blanks: you're not good enough to _____ or not good enough at _____ . these phases are fears the reign in our lifes.

This is the ways of the world, it's all a game, who'z better, who'z good enough. do you make the mark? are you number 1? we are constantly looking at each other seeing how we stack up.

it's like the max lacado story with the stars and dots. it's much ezier to be bad at something then good at it. this is why we look to God and not the world to Him we're perfect (not sinless, but you know what i mean). hehe, to him i'm beyond good enough, i'm perfectly crafted and he LOVES me ;)

so that's the first thing on my mind the second is that smart ppl are really stupid. university just teaches you to reverberate what you've been taught. it's funny getting into discussions with ppl that get good grades but never apply it they can't see anything from a different angle. it makes me laugh.