the life inside my head

so if last week was full of exam stresses, this one was full of emotional ones. i feel as if so much has gone on this week, but it's all in my head. there was a ton of situations that were just crappy and it's so hard to continue being joyeous when it seems as if everyone you care about is well... crappy. i can't really share a lot of them but i will ask for prayer as my friend from capes is having some really serious medical tests coming up to find out whatz up with her. i think it's a real test of someone's relationship to realize how much compassion you really do have for them. i think it's the story of Job when some of his friends rip their clothes and get down in the dirt with him.

something else kinda crazy has been happening to me, i feel as if i'm becoming "womanly". haha i guess we're all becoming women, but lately this process seems to be on fastfoward. i have the hugest urge to make a home, not just a place to live but a place that's welcoming. this week was a crazy cooking week and i loved it. yummm... i made good fish!

as for the tangible update of my week...hum. there was nothing unusualy just hung out with friends, went dancing, and bought some beautiful shoes that were half price!! hehe i was pumped. it's off to the ball tomorrow which should be good i finally have my whole outfit ready. after this i've decided that i'm done going out for a while, i'm getting tired of coming up with new outfits for different events. sooo much work!! but always worth it once you get there ;)