Relax

so it was a long weekend. i'm not sure what to say or even really how to say it. do you ever just get so full of emotions that at one moment you're crying and the next you're yelling and the whole time all you can do is try and figure out why this is all happening.

i figured out that it was all just too much. too many things happening at once that you don't even know which one to deal with at a time. i sat at the school today and just took some time to breath, it felt like i'd been holding my breath all weekend.

i don't like the craziness of the city, but at the same time i cannot breath at my parent's house.

do you ever feel like you're not good enough. that even if you succeed at something that that's only a step up to a greater place. huh, i don't see life as a huge mountain, i can't i think the uphill climb would distroy me. i take every day at a time and think of it more like a plain with hills and valleys.

well i guess it's back to work for me, one more exam left!!!