i'm not married.... i like to run!

so at the last bridal shower we had to go around and say how we met our husbands or if not married say a hobbie. so i have to say my name and then right away without thinking i say that i like to run cause that's my hobby. then my aunt pipes up and says something to the effect of "is that why" or soemthing funny. i thought it was funny.

last week i sunday i went to go visit my dad's friend in the hospital (cause he had a heartattack) i really like him, he's such a cool guy . now i just found out that he had another one and they almost lost him. it makes me sad, but it no longer has that affect of "oh i better change my life" and get things done. i'm really happy with where things are at i think i'm on pace for things. sometimes i feel like i rush thinks, like i know what i want and so i want it right now, but i don't actually want it right away. i really like my life. i'm having fun and learning a ton.

the thing that keeps sticking in my brain is the word possibility... i love dreaming of all the possibilities. even if things don't turn out my way there are a ton of different possibilites you never know what could happen and truely i don't want to know. i'm excited for what's going to happen in the future, whatever it is!!