I Feel Special!

it's all over. usually i don't like today, it feels weird getting a lot of attention, but today was fun. i got to have a nap, play basketball, wear a hot pink skirt (over my pants, hehe), hang out with Crystal and eat ice cream.

i realized that today wasn't about today but the 20 years before it. i feel soo blessed to be able to do and see so many things, but mostly i'm thankful for all the relationships i've had/have. throughout the years i've had soo many great times with ppl, i miss some of them a lot.

i was at a wedding on the weekend and it wasn't the drinking and lack of Christianity that struck me, but rather the lack of friends. it was a dance and the bride was out there dancing with only like 3 other friends. k, not that many of my friends would dance with me, but i'd like to think if i got married i'd have a lot of friends to "party" with. hehe, kinda makes me want to get married just so i can hang with everyone :).

so the point that i'm not so eliquently getting to is just how blessed i really felt today. the phone calls, emails, songs, messages and hugs are worth more then anything tangible. thanx everyone, you really made me feel special!
(and i really really hope that no one feels guilty or bad for.... ya know... i hate it when ppl feel bad.)