God does it

i think it's funny how i worry so much about things that i literally make myself physically ill and then things work out fine on their own, without anything i do.

in the last week alone, i got the job that i wanted, we got someone to sublet our appartment for summer (who is a Christian and so i can leave my furnture in the city for summer), i got a B+ on the paper i thought i'd fail, i freaked out cause my summer class is tues nights, not just thurs, but now i have ppl to drive with which will be super-fun!

there are a lot of things that i'm still freakin out about, but i guess this is just a little "mile-stone" reminding me that God is in control and His will will be done... ya i'm still a mess, yes my faith is small.