Good-bye my little moth friend

i sat on my porch tonight and read my book, it was so nice to just sit there and enjoy the sunset. i love how calm it is, it's a great week being home alone. i miss talking to my mom, but the freedom is nice. it's kinda fun how when the parents are gone you start acting once again like you are 20.

i wish i could say what's going on in my life, but somewhere on this journey i've become a private person. i just find it interesting how without evening knowing it, you can find a strength inside of you, you didn't know was there. it's strange how you can be so strong and yet so valnerble at the same time.

so yes i've been reading captivating, just like everyone else. it just makes me realize how thankful i am for the women i work with. i'm very different then my mom and my sister so they show me something different. they're so beautiful and strong and funny all at the same time. one of the men i work with calls me "kid" all the time, i love it, i feel like i'm in the movie "wild at heart" i think that's the one with the horse diving.

i'm also realizing how anal some Christains aroung here are. they have such good hearts, but sometimes i think ppl need to just relax a little.

well that's all my random thoughts, off to fry my hamburger.... hopefully it's still good :$ hehe

oh and i saved a moth that was in my house, that was my highlight of the day.