young & restless

so here i am 5am watching the sun rise. i'm not sure why, probably because i can. something to do i guess. so today it's offically been a week since i finished school!!! i'm excited that i don't have to stress out about it, and i did all right. sadly i think i'm getting bord already. it's kinda like the fields are closing in on me, i do the same thing every day and talk to the same ppl. you know the feeling where you have the same conversation effortlessly all the time.

lately the excitment of my life consists of watching the trouble call response system we have at work and laughing at the poor staff in Altona. oh and i got cool pictures of the storm emailed to me from work. there were hydro poles pulled out of the ground and train cars tipped over!!


sometimes i wonder if i'm soo restless because i'm young or if this is just who i am, ya know? that scares me, that i'll never be content to just sit in one place, for some amount of time. i know with Christ everyday is new again and really that is the answer to what plagues my mind "there's gotta be more to life then this".

i have a good job that i like, a great relationship with Jesus, friends, family, ... i think this is why ppl here get married so young, they're bord. i decided that i don't want a boyfriend now; i remember how much work they are.

i think i'm gonna go read outside, it's light now
good morning to y'all, weird it use to be that i'd go to bed at this time... oh well