so this life...

i have to admitt work has opened up my eyes to different things. some ppl get disconnected, it's hard to hear about them and see them. it makes me realize that poverty is really all around us. things are getting easier at work thou, i get what i'm doing and today i even answered the phone, not like i could help but i took msgs.

working with older ppl has been interesting. seriously i get soo tired of ALWAYS talking about the weather. who cares if it's cold outside put on a sweater!!!! it seems like anyone over the age of 30 just talks about their kids or you guessed it ...the weather. i wonder if they have hobbies. i think they're happy thou.

i was really excited for this summer making good money, now i'm realizing that most of it is accounted for already. my paycheque's coming soon and sadly i doubt it'll be met with a large shopping spree, instead the simple satisfication that for that month i don't have to worry about getting by. i think that's the problem with worry, it stays with you even when the threat is gone.

it's been a tough week thou. something i really really wanted i didn't get. you know when you want something intangible soo badly and then you get let down and everyone knows it. i can't help but be angry, i think it's impossible not to, i just hope i'll let it go soon.