you love me, but you don't know who i am

"you love me, but you don't know who i am"

i heard that song today and something just pulled hard on my heart, ya know how some things just grab you. i ran into an old friend today, well not really old, but you know the ppl that you shared something deep with at one time and that binded you with that person, and then didn't see them for a while.

it's that one person who for the slightest moment was your best friend, because they were the one person who was going throu the same thing you were. you feel so close but yet soo far away, like so much of your life is absent to them.

i think we're always trying to find that one person who can relate to everything we're going throu and some find it, while others (like me) seem to change sooo often we can't find a person that we can relate to from day to day.

i'm hoping this will change in my life, i'm soo sick of this. ppl that barly know you, but really love you. i was talking to Kenny the other day and we talked about my niece and i realized that a lot of ppl don't even know what happened with that in high school. that made me sad, but entirely my fault for not sharing, i realizing that it is important to share things in your life with ppl that care about you, even if they can't relate at the time.

i think i finally realized who i am and what i love. i know from time to time some things will change, but a few constants remain. i will always love Jesus, be a country-girl down to the heart, love playing sports, being outside and generally being active. humm, know any boys like that... haha