Mental Stimulation

so i started studying for a sociology test, ya its way too late and i won't do well. anyways i was just dreading it soo much, till i started and i loved it. i don't know if it's sociology or just the fact that it challenges my brian to think in new ways and to create new theories. it made me realize how much a love a good intellectual discusion. sometimes i feel like my brain is just rotting away and i hate that, but when i go to school it makes me think. i love it!!! so now i'm not sure is it learning that i love or is it geography and history? i know eventually i'll get a job and a family and my life will be crazy busy, but i'm wondering is it'll be enough. when i'm older will i be mentally stimualted enough?

the other thing i realized is that i don't really like politics or business, i just like it bc my dad taught that to me. i have a yearning to understand it and i like to talk about it bc it makes my mind work, but really i don't care which party i'll vote for. university is training for a job, so am i learning what i like to learn or what i'd like to do?????? i'm not sure if i'd rather teach or counsel ppl., either way i'm not looking forward to getting an arts degree, ya that looks useful!!