Monday, January 10, 2005

re-eventing myself

so for some crazy reason i got board of what i looked like yesterday. kinda like madonna, every once in a while i just want to look different hum... that's probably why i like her soo much. every time i grow and go throu i different experience i think how i look should reflect that. like pink if i feel pretty, black if i want to rock out, brown/green when i feel "earthy" and so.. on. is anyone else like that? i like to dress the character i am that day.... is that weird? sometimes i think that makes me one of those crazy ppl that has multiple personalities.... haha
so lately i've been feeling pensive and reflective, kinda artsy. so i decided to cut my hair, now i have tiny bangs and i dyed the bottom part dark brown. i'm assuming you all think it looks bad, but i really don't care i like it and i think it suits me, well the me i am today.
haha maybe that was me yesterday, bc i went shopping today. i know i shouldn't but i used the money from returning Christmas gifts (long story) and i bought really girly things. i got a pink sweater and a pair of really tight jeans, how girly is that! i'm proud thou i bought Buffalo jeans for $30!!! like usually i spend 3 times that on a pair a pants... i'm growing up i actually bought pants from a department store and on sale!! hey it's baby steps.
my style has been a big issue for me this year and i'm not sure why. i don't ever remember really carying about it before. for those of you who do comments (which i love) do you think that you have a "style", if so what is it? and what do you think mine is? i really can't figure it out, i just buy what i like, maybe then we all don't fit into a type or a store we are all unique and have just our personal style.... nawh.
it dawned on me that this is has been very superfical, but i don't think it is. i think it's important to present to the world accurately who you are. what do you think? is image just the clothes and the haircut you can afford? is it an attempt to capture the "Ken" to complete your Barbie life? or is it an expression of who you are and how you feel? obiviously it's a little of all 3, but humour me on this.
one last superfical comment, am i the only one that wants to dress really trendy. like seriously i've stopped going to the mall bc everything i want i know will not be cool next year. do you take that into account that that style is expensive or just have no urge for it?

2 Comments:

Blogger Kendra said...

My style (just to humour you)is smart set. I know, that's not a style, but any clothes from there I will love. Oh Cherise, Ken and Barbie. You could have used a better example, like Jen and Brad....oh wait, they split up!! lol, so funny.

10:28 AM  
Blogger Jen said...

Ah, yes, Cherise and the ol' Madonna analogy.

4:12 PM  

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