unicorns, and fairys exist

sometimes God teaches you lessons in the most superficial practical ways.

i have to admitt i'd given up hope till today. i know that i will find someone that fits me, but i decided that i'm just a perfectionist. i think sometimes that it's ok that a certain guy isn't quite right, but maybe he could work.

God showed me something today. i realized taht there are guys out there that are my type and it's sooo worth waiting for mine. sometimes it just gets soo hard. i've been listening to Dashboard Confessional and there's this song that goes "as for me i wish i was anywhere with anyone making out". i miss that, i miss being with someone, but i don't just wanna be with anyone. i think as girls we think that the prettiest girls are the ones that always get the guys, but it's all about finding the one for you.

i know that this is a little sappy, but it's whatz in my heart. it's a shocking realization to know that there's someone out there that will adore me, just the way i am with all my flaws. it humbles me because funny, hot, real, fun, Christian guys are hard to come by.

thank-you Jesus for know what my heart desires and promising to give it to me in full. wow, this is hard to realize....