the smallest tip of an iceberg of thought
there's this dumb old saying "that my heart is too big to wear on my selve". this has been the case for me for a while now. i know i've been really superfical, but it's either that or crying, but this is a little attempt to let it out.
i've seen things lately things i don't get to see very often. i've never been a very emotional person, so it shocks me ever time i see it. lately i've seen a lot of other's ppl's hearts, like really what's in there. i thought that i'd finally gotten the picture of what life was suppose to be like and then i saw more and realized there's more to it. wow this is hard to be vague, it's much ezer to be superfical.
it seems to me that everyone's looking for a romantic relationship, weither we're willing to admitt it or not. this is something i'm not sure i understand, like when i meet someone i get excited, but the whole process is tuff. i think we have this image that when you find that person, then that's it you've found love and acceptance and you'll never be lonely anymore, which is partionally true..... but it takes a long time to get to that. now i know the typical answer to that has to be that we're not lonely because we have Jesus, yes i learnt this at Bible school. i think we forget about the love and fellowship from our church family and our families. i think of all the people that went to visit Noah after he was born, the amount of ppl that knew they loved him. and then i put myself there 19 years ago, all the ppl that love me and still do. friends and guys wonder in and out of your life, but those ppl have stayed throu it all.
i may not hear about Jesus 5 hours a day or spend countless hours in a church building, but God is more real to me now then He has ever been in my life.
i've seen things lately things i don't get to see very often. i've never been a very emotional person, so it shocks me ever time i see it. lately i've seen a lot of other's ppl's hearts, like really what's in there. i thought that i'd finally gotten the picture of what life was suppose to be like and then i saw more and realized there's more to it. wow this is hard to be vague, it's much ezer to be superfical.
it seems to me that everyone's looking for a romantic relationship, weither we're willing to admitt it or not. this is something i'm not sure i understand, like when i meet someone i get excited, but the whole process is tuff. i think we have this image that when you find that person, then that's it you've found love and acceptance and you'll never be lonely anymore, which is partionally true..... but it takes a long time to get to that. now i know the typical answer to that has to be that we're not lonely because we have Jesus, yes i learnt this at Bible school. i think we forget about the love and fellowship from our church family and our families. i think of all the people that went to visit Noah after he was born, the amount of ppl that knew they loved him. and then i put myself there 19 years ago, all the ppl that love me and still do. friends and guys wonder in and out of your life, but those ppl have stayed throu it all.
i may not hear about Jesus 5 hours a day or spend countless hours in a church building, but God is more real to me now then He has ever been in my life.
posted by Cherise at 9:46 PM
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