[free]falling

well i guess it's been some time so i should update this thing. i think this is what happens when you unwind and start to really enjoy the... well "free time" january offers :D. there's no way for me to begin to describe the adventures i've been on in the last month. (oh the places i have been, the things i have seen....) for some reason i feel secure. when it seems as if the whole world is spinning and i should get off the carousel ride i know things will be ok. i've taken some chances, jumped off the cliff and maybe i'll hit my head or maybe i'll get everything that i want.

i went to go see the new Rocky movie and in it he says something to the effect "it's not about how fast you are, it's about how much you can take and still stand up". people have always told me that i'm afraid to commit to things, but in reality i just hadn't found that thing i wanted to fight for. for some reason it takes a whole journey to discover where you want to end up. i may take a lot of hits, but that's ok cause i'm gonna keep fighting and one day i'll get there!