Christmas Blessings

first off i wanted to give a big MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone! i hope things are going well and wonderful.

well here i am christmas day at home.. by myself completely overwhelmed. my parents went to my grandparents but i couldn't i was done in. strange how at one point i remember being such a social person and now here i am. i am completely overjoyed by my tent (ya that's right i get to go camping anytime now). but that's not what's done it. it's crazy after surrounding myself with family and friends to realize how people see you. i guess i'm just super hard on myself, but all i see are the mistakes and the things i need to work on (it's true i'll never be satistified). it's just such a wonderful blessing to realize that ppl love you just for who you are.